justraiseyourhead:
infamousvikas:
destined-to-be-damaged:
tw0way:
Traci Wise:
“I found my son sitting having a moment with his daddy (SFC Benjamin Wise) the other day. We lost him January 15 in Afghanistan… we cannot forget about the incredible loss these children must undertake.”
Every follower of mine should reblog this.
idgaf that this is color. it is so touching and tragic. everyone should reblog this no matter what your blog type is!!!
OMG ;( Stay strong little guy. </3
Be brave little man!
This poor little guy. Idk what we would have done if we would have lost my Dad. He’s so young, it’s heartbreaking. Just remember little guy, you’re Dad is a hero. He was incredibly brave. Stay strong and know that he is always looking down on you. He loves you and you have just what it takes to grow up and be a wonderful strong man.
Michelle Trachtenburg is a terrible actress. Exhibit A- Georgina Sparks
My high school best friend (who’s a guy) is dating my high school ex best friend (who’s a girl.) Him n I haven’t talked in pretty much 4 years and now he’s texting me, for a second time. He used to have the biggest crush on me. It seems fishy to me that he’s now texting me. His gf was the best frienemy that I ever had. I don’t care or not care I just don’t want to be bothered. Drama was so 5 years ago and I feel like a can of it is about to open up. I’m fine with leaving all of our friendships just the way they are. They’re an old part of my life and I don’t care to unearth it.
So I dreamt last night and I remembered it which can be a blessing or a burden… My Uncle died about 7 years ago. It doesn’t seem like it’s been that long and it may have been a year or two sooner but Idk. His death was a complete shock. He hadn’t been sick. He just had his knee replaced and was doing well. He wasn’t old or in bad health. He was healthy but had a sudden heart attack and he was gone. It has really affected me. I never thought he would be gone. As a young man he wore what we would now consider a “hipster mustache” and wayfarers. So I had this dream that I was out somewhere at like this big gathering like a street fair or mardi gras type thing. I walked past my Uncle as a young man but I knew it was him. I said Uncle Bob is it you and he knew me and we talked. I remember stealing him away and going on a movie-esque getaway. I was bound and determined to bring him back to my Aunt but i woke up before it happened.
I am such a baby. I’m at home alone all the time now and it’s sooo lonely. I’m used to Justin being around 24/7. It’s so strange without him here. I hate it. I’ve tried to make myself do things like clean the house to keep my mind off of it but it only works while my hands are busy. Quite frankly I still watch tv while I’m doing everything.
So back to the reason why I’m a baby. I put a bag of popcorn in the microwave and after a minute the bag starts to smell like it’s burning. I checked it out but just thought it was steam and shrugged it off. I stopped the bag at 2:15 seconds. I opened it up only to find that the bag burnt the whole way through. It wasn’t the popcorn burning it was the bag. No wonder Woodland had so many false fire alarms.
I didn’t want to smell the burnt popcorn so I got it all wet and shoved it down the garbage disposal with a spoon. After I was done I couldn’t help but start to tear up. Justin is my right hand. He does so much for me and he would have made sure the popcorn didn’t burn. He would have been making it or I would have asked him to watch it. After that scary incident with rotten, burnt popcorn in my dorm room last year I’m a little skeptic.
I just miss him sooo bad. I went from seeing him every second that I wasn’t at school or work to only seeing him friday night, saturday and when he’s not at work and I’m there. What do I do with my lonely self? The only people that I hang out with when I’m in Butler are at college somewhere else. I visit my Mom for about 6 hours a week. I don’t want to get annoying so I keep myself away. I get bored there anyways after too long.
I think that’s half of the problem. This is my place but I never got to spend enough time here to really feel like it’s home. And you know that old saying “you can never go home again.” I knew it would be right and it is, my parent’s house is not my home anymore. I feel so comfortable there but I’m a stranger and none of the space is mine.
I realize that I could never live alone like I thought. Not only am I too lonely but I get scared. I go around the house checking in rooms and making sure that my doors are locked. Justin always said I was over cautious but I don’t care keeping the doors locked makes me feel safer.
I’ve already finished the latest seasons of Castle and Bones, the first book of the Lying Game, the spring edition of Harper’s Bazaar, multiple game samples and read a good bit of Wuthering Heights.
I’m going through audio books and I will find something good to listen to on my drives. I will find something else to do and I will get over this. It’s just going to take some getting used to. I like the time to myself for doing Karen things. I just need to find the right thing to keep my attention and keep me from feeling lonely. There is a box full of books that I wanted to read last year.
For now, it’s bed time. I’ve been up since 5:30 and I need some sleep. Here’s to new adventures by myself. A good imagination and spirit can take me anywhere.
I felt like you all needed to see this.
is Hulu Plus serious?? I’m paying to watch commercials??? WTF
I JUST GOT HULU PLUS!!!!! NOW I CAN’T DECIDE BETWEEN THE CASTLE OR BONES THAT I’VE MISSED!!!!!!! OMG I’M IN HEAVEN AND I HAVE CHINESE FOOD COMING!!!!!
This just makes me want otters.
Oh wow I just finished my senior semester of college. It feels so wierd that I am completely done as an undergrad. This girl has a bachelors of arts in communications with honors from the national communications honors society. :D I am soo happy to be done but so sad to leave. I’m going to miss it. I may read wuthering heights now cuz I have it on my phone and this internet card thing justin bought is really slow.
